原來有些東西，消失得莫名其妙。

哭不出來。

I'm not sure if it is just another wave of pms hitting

Sometimes people just do not understand how important emotional time out could mean to somebody. 

I do need some time to adjust myself towards your mode. I've been trying for quite sometimes but it seems like I have not yet get rid, or get through it. So some pieces in me became extra sensitive. They became untouchable, and emotions flood in once someone mention about it, or when something resurface. Being sentimental can be burdensome for others, and I have known it too well. So I'm going to handle this by myself this time, but I think it cannot be too soon until I finally forgive you, or shall I say, forgive myself.

I think I need a dead dustbin, not a living one.

I hope everyone around me, and including me of course, to stay happy and healthy.

Sometimes I'd rather shout out, "I hate you!" But I believe the truth is like, I cared too much. Nothing counts when something doesn't seem valuable in your eyes. So I admit that I cherish you. Supports are meant to be supportive, not emotional destructive. This might not be what you really mean, but you have already left something dark deep inside me. I've made myself some prototypes.

Let's shake hand in the future, and then I'll be more than happy to laugh at my stupidness now.

Sorry and thanks.

Hey mon cheri, after all those talks and little minds flying here and there, I think it is time for this to come to an end. Let set those things back to their places, so we are free to go now.

No more ace to play. Ah and there's no game btw fyi.

Yours truly,
Miss chuckles and smileys ~

Ah what are these late night babbling...