To love or not to love, that is the question

It is always the weirdest thing that what makes you cried so hard before has now became something you love:

It has really been a while since I ever paid full attention to my lectures.
It has really been a while since I ever tried to know and learn something.
It has really been a while since I ever felt relax and enjoyed doing an assignment.

It has really been a while since I ever fell in love with anything.

I am always an indifferent kid.
Passion is some emotion that I don't usually experience.
The Biology is okay, so do the Chemistry, Physics, Maths and history.
I performed well in my academics.
But I'm just being indifferent.

And now I'm in a university, a place where everyone works so hard to chase their dreams.
Wow, touching, and I meant it.
Maybe I just need to change a little, so that I'll live a life more lively.
And if you don't love yourself and your life, nobody will love them for you. It is sort of an independent work.

Well, just work harder and prove it to yourself that life is meaningful, and simply because you made it so.
Cheers!

Awe I'm still the girl who cares too much on her study and being a little egoistic.

Feeling real bad after my attempt to quiz turn out to be sorta disappointing. So what, I'll need to study harder.

Starting my new life in UMS

To summarize myself for the past one month:

I somehow learnt that blogging is just an entertainment, well literally it means that it is illegal to be done.
It is twelve thirty in the midnight, and my laundry is not yet done.
I am enjoying my life, so far it has been one month.
Instead of finishing my assignments, every weekend I am having fun.

Yeah I heard my laundry's calling for me. Which means, I get to go.
Nice to see you though, my dear little blog *smiles*