Sunday 20 October 2013

English should be treated more seriously

I've come upon this issue which has been bothering and frustrating me these few days. It is all about first, the usage of English in a university; second, the quality and attitude of university students; and third, the problems arose when the two factors before did not get along well with each other, or simply cause annoying outcomes.

I really have something to share about this.

The first shock I got can be traced back to the time when I was trying to apply for universities. Stated as one of the qualifications is to "score"at least a band one in Malaysian University English Test (MUET), which literally means anyone who take the MUET exam can enter a university, just that you'll need to take it. SO what cause the problem? FYI, a band one scorer, stated just as clear on the result slip, is a very limited user of English language who can hardly able to use the language, with very limited understanding of language, context and ability to function in the language. So WHY organizing such exam that makes no sense at all (exception for those applying for critical courses such as medicine and dentistry), as you do not even need to pass to make a qualification.

The second shock is received when I enrolled into my university and until now, I've still still been given lectures in Bahasa Malayu, even though all the materials such as lecture notes and international text books are all written in English. And the reason given is, to optimize students' understanding. Some of the assignments are even being instructed to be completed using Bahasa Melayu. On the other hand, some students are having their own copies of textbook in Bahasa Melayu and examinations are conducted bilingually. 

And the third shock of the students' ability to master English language, which I refuse to give much comment here. I cannot say that I'm all good in using English, but I'm much, or surprisingly better. However, the students' attitudes or further efforts (or no effort at all) to excel in mastering this language are definitely not satisfying. 

I do believe English deserved to be treated more seriously in a tertiary education system. 

And seriously, I feet burdened working under such situations. 


Saturday 19 October 2013

Concentrate. Breath. Assignment. Meditation. Calmness. Attention.
Concentrate. Breath. Assignment. Meditation. Calmness. Attention.
Concentrate. Breath. Assignment. Meditation. Calmness. Attention.

Keep calm and do your assignment. Yea keep a positive mind and everything will be alright!
Cheers and good day~



Thursday 17 October 2013

To love or not to love, that is the question

It is always the weirdest thing that what makes you cried so hard before has now became something you love:

It has really been a while since I ever paid full attention to my lectures.
It has really been a while since I ever tried to know and learn something.
It has really been a while since I ever felt relax and enjoyed doing an assignment.

It has really been a while since I ever fell in love with anything.

I am always an indifferent kid.
Passion is some emotion that I don't usually experience.
The Biology is okay, so do the Chemistry, Physics, Maths and history.
I performed well in my academics.
But I'm just being indifferent.

And now I'm in a university, a place where everyone works so hard to chase their dreams.
Wow, touching, and I meant it.
Maybe I just need to change a little, so that I'll live a life more lively.
And if you don't love yourself and your life, nobody will love them for you. It is sort of an independent work.

Well, just work harder and prove it to yourself that life is meaningful, and simply because you made it so.
Cheers!

Thursday 3 October 2013

Awe I'm still the girl who cares too much on her study and being a little egoistic.
Feeling real bad after my attempt to quiz turn out to be sorta disappointing. So what, I'll need to study harder.

Wednesday 2 October 2013

Starting my new life in UMS

To summarize myself for the past one month:

I somehow learnt that blogging is just an entertainment, well literally it means that it is illegal to be done.
It is twelve thirty in the midnight, and my laundry is not yet done.
I am enjoying my life, so far it has been one month.
Instead of finishing my assignments, every weekend I am having fun.

Yeah I heard my laundry's calling for me. Which means, I get to go.
Nice to see you though, my dear little blog *smiles*